I’ve never known war
I’ve not seen the bloody faces
The dismembered bodies of my comrades
Fallen to some indefinable foe
Who stands ‘over there’
I haven’t heard the bombs
Or smelled the gunpowder
Or felt the ground quake beneath my feet
I’ve never known war
My uncle came home from ‘Nam
A changed man to most who knew him
But the uncle who returned to me
Was the only one I ever knew
Silent, reserved, trapped in the sea of despair
That had become his life ‘over there’
He knew war first hand
And it destroyed him from the inside
I’ve never known war
I’ve never felt the hatred welling up in my gut
For someone I had never met
Simply because it was them I was told to hate
For my being dumped in the middle of a jungle
Fresh out of High School
Thousands of miles from home
Not knowing if I would ever get back
Thinking of my mother and father
And hoping they slept well at night
I’ve never known war
But, I saw its remnants once
When I peered into the sad eyes of my uncle
As we sat over a beer, and he told me of ‘Nam
And the bear of a man who I respected as a pillar of strength
Cried as he told me how he loaded the dead bodies
Of his friends on to a ‘Huey’ in the steaming jungle
I watched the tears stream down his face
And his hulking shoulders tremble
As he tried valiantly not to cry in front of me
And I hugged him tightly
And buried my face in his shoulder
And we cried together
He was still strong,
The strongest man I have ever known
And he hated himself because of that war
And I hated myself because I couldn’t help him
And we drank another beer
I’ve never known war
But I have known a warrior
And I know that the deepest wounds
Left by that war have never healed
I’ve never known war
But it has wounded me
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peace, wayf